Wednesday, July 20, 2011

(= All In Good Time =)

Holding on to this feeling that I cannot yield
Still, I have walked this far I didn’t seem to advance much But I can feel the dream carried by the wave of time
Tracing back to the distant memories
feel I was shining with things that were not to be Going beyond those dazzling days
Over here, now
Where it is not the beginning or the end or anywhere From here We will again walk to discover those new dreams
Only wanting to convey my feelings
I tried to link up my “Selfishness” and “wishes” Unable to choose That is why my voice didn’t express those words which disappeared today too
My shallow breathing returns
I said, “Up till now it is great” There is no reason to give up, in order to go towards hope
Over here, now
Even if it is the end or the start, in a place that is anywhere From here We will again walk to discover those new dreams
From here
If the present is full of enjoyable days, it is not here Many times we walked out To discover a new dream
From here we will again walk towards
Without seeing anything else, we will meet up in these confusing days It is only seemed repetitive, but it is different We will discover a new dream
We're the PRS..... The funniest moment.... The happiest moment and.... The most touching moment ever....
P.R.S...... The one combine each others are.... "Immune" 

Cleanest Route =)

Today, I finally got something to write in my dusty blog....
Haha I guess rare got people who will visit this blog except for someone??


Ok..... Start from our Camp at Bentong first....
I...ChowSee kena picked as a leader of the Group 8....
Well I'm really "damn" anxious while Victor and Aunty Jun Ting pick me as leader.....
I worry and worry and worry..........
But... After 3days 2night camp..... I found out that.... Actually.... leader is nothing =D.....
Why?? Because.... leaders are peoples too.... They got heart... They got eyes.... They got minds....
But in a group..... Of course leader is an important roles for all of the group members....
During the Ice Breaking event.... I'm really impressed someone... lol...

A girl who tight my hand without any "lubang"....
When she does that....My mind pop out something that make me very sensitive.... But I don't mind...
Because Chun Qiap at beside me... At LEAST..... a boy is beside then I won't feel something anymore......

Ok...... The's a special for me at Ice Breaking Seasion.... Let's jump to Midst of the Camp...

Ok and Ok again..... EXPERT mode..... Actually is ok only..... For those are the people who terpaksa join NS only they will feel it.....
I'm already feel it 1 day before I prepare to wait NS.....
Actually is fun....
Becoz that's a life challenge for me......
Pass through anything by use a good way, and common sense....
I have an example.... compare to me and a guy who are PPS.....
We both are big size(But he's bigger =P)
He's a bastard which scare a lot things....
But me? Never scare.... and never want to give up.....
I'm challenge it..... there are 12stages that is hard for me....
At the 1st stage already shown how hard is it....
In 80 of peoples... I think only got a few will done it.......
I thought I can't.... but I never give up.... I passed it....
That's a proven for me that I CAN DO IT....



Ok Overall for this camp..... I rate 8/10 ba =)
Last year camp.... 9/10...
This year I not really feel nice because of injured and stomachache while walking around the area.....
Pity me ==".........



The words I most want to say to my Group 8 before we leave the camp but I never said it....
Feel a bit regret.... But is okay.... next year we still have the chance.... But for Aunty Jun Ting and Maggie..... can't join the camp anymore..... So I SALUTE them.... Haha~~

In here... I think I can type it out....
Hope someone can see this....
"In this group..... 8 for Fortune..... Fortune for luck... Luck for fates.... Fates for happiness... Happiness for Forever......."
Because? We ARE in THIS GROUP 8 FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Keep In Touch =)

人生.....就因为认识了几位朋友....就这样..整个人都变了....

今天..是我在4 Cempaka里感觉到最失礼的一次....失礼的人不是我啦....
看见他....坐在我的面前....讲麦一些糊里糊涂的东西.....
心想着“XXX,你这样下去的话...我就不信你不得罪到人”

心态一时好一时坏....控制不好自己的火气....怎样喜欢/保护一个人呢?
有时候~~~
你真的是一个白痴.....为了要showoff自己.....什么东西都能说出来.....
有时候~~~
你让我想吐....真不明白你想怎样......还说自己很X.....
要X都还没轮到你咯==”
在你面前的笑.....只是外表.....但是心里觉得你很笨....你很瞎...
若你觉得你错了....就坦白点....别说到你对完这样.....

人家觉得你强,但我觉得你是没脑....
人家说你大,但我说你像个小孩子.....
人家不想跟你吵架,但你偏偏想闹大?

如果你叫君子....我可能会呕到不像样=)
如果你真的很X....人家会察觉到...不用你来宣传.....
如果你想考好试.....就别做些愚蠢的事.....
如果你喜欢一个人.....勇敢地去爱她.......

今天我只是希望你知道你做了什么白痴的事.......没人想跟你吵架......若你真的是个君子.....那么...聪明点吧=)

我CS仔会奉陪到底
 

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Long Time Ago......

Long Time Ago.....
I was a kid who dono anything =)
Long Time Ago.....
I was a kid which have a selfish style
Long Time Ago.....
I regret everything I did.....
Long Time Ago.....
I dono how to take a different with "Good" or "Bad"

Now.....
Everything changes.....
Now....
I'm the one who controling my own things.......
Now.....
Is time.....to make a decision....
Since holidays came......
I sit at a place......
With my own things.....
My heart....
My ear....
My brain......
To concentrate.......
Friends? Well......some are good....
But some....like hell....
So?
Nothing at all......

Reverse in my mind......It's telling me......"There's no nid to be vice versa......, Stay....smart"

Till the end.....

You will know =)


Thursday, February 17, 2011

Day 17/2....Re-listen......

Day to day passed away......
I'm still listening my songs......-Blue Bird(Naruto Shippuden Opening Theme).....
Today......One of my friend......That he never chat with me in a long time ago......
And when Our Sejarah period arrived......our Sejarah....I know she always minat students sit back his/her own place.....So I sit back lorrr......Then.....he came and chat with me........
Myself also shocked and never realize he will come find me for a long chat.....
Well.....although I give up these 3 period to listen what teacher say.....But actually.....that 3 period.....I can learn a lot from him.......From 40cm watch him....He looks so silent.....But.....when I near him....He is a smart guy......He knows a lot than all of us......And he knows that our this 4 Cempaka is F**king LOUSY.......Yeah, yeah....Even myself complaint too.........
He said about why he so silent......why he looks so stubborn......why he looks so scary.....Well....I found out that...He's not these 3 kind of peoples at all.....All is came from.....Stress =).....He got more stress than us......becoz...He came from lower class.....Like Kemboja or somemore lar..... He say that.....We guys are truely smart......ok lar....I think so........Everybody got different "smart".....Like me....I'm smart at listen what people are saying things....And likes a lot of people's real life story.....

REST........18/2 Continue =)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Day and Days over....Rest well......

Today......Day16/2......Currently....Enjoy-ing my song.....-Grenade- Bruno Mars.....

Today at schools.....Starting feel like that my old class got over lousy.....Damn it ==".......Everyday lousy lousy lousy till I feel that I starting want to FXXK them already......
Everyday lousy ==" WTF.....altough that 1 was I already take it as my habits d....But sometimes can study please do shut up and listen.....I know you like to say....I know your mouth really like to move.....But please lar....sometimes...We really need to study....like....Add Maths, Maths, BI, LK, Phys, Chem....others you guys like lar.....Seriously....some teacher very ngam de.....
We're already Form 4 lor.....Sudah 16 liao....masih macam kiddo meh?? Mature some please......@.@........ Ok lar.....I lazy cakap banyak already....You guys want how then how lar.....My style-------->"I am a silent guy who doesn't like to dap pang".......This is my style you can't do anything on me!~
Days and days....passed....Let's see.....already passed about 6months++......Although we same class now.....But we rare chat......I dono why......why I didnt chat with her?.....Isit I don't have things to chat? Or I scare to face her.......? I really dono why.....I tot.....It's over....Who knows.......From these 6 months till now....Haven end yet....Why I always don't want to face you!?.......There got so many girls I know.....So many girls I faced.....But why always is you!? Why!!!???? I wanna know this freaking reason.... WHY???? Why I can't just forget you in my life?.......
These games never end...............
Should I end it?
Isit everything is under my own control....?
Should I.....love you once again?
How should I?

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Stupid Lifes with Stupid Brains

Is English Version ^.^ Yay!!!!!
Ok~ All Cina know that our Chinese New Year is around the CORNER!!!
Wee~~ Everyone is happy!!!!
Haha But for me.....Ok lar....Chinese New Year....no some updates....
Every year come and say "Yo!!! Happy New Year!!! Take angpow and sit at there about 2/3hours~"
Well some friends are sit at there whole day =="~ I dono how they tahan the patients.....
But I can say is~ They are PRO! xD

Ok Boring are over....
Now is for "What's happening in My Life"
4 Cempaka Lifes....
still 1 word...."Lousy"!
They still like a group of kids keep noisy the whole class....
But still ok lar~
I'm that style....
At least now I silent-ed already...
Sejarah Period....>Old frens being stubborn....
Our teacher.....she called us to do a presentation....
1 of my fren....He take his pendrive for his group prepare....
Everyone was waiting.....
Then once they started....
The 1st impression for me is....I saw Qi Yi!!!!
Wow, He put those backgrounds as His team member's own pictures....
What a sakai and never ask his own teammate for taking their pictures....
I bet that his mates are DAM DULAN him!!~

Then, my 10years old friend.....He is the main stupid guy...
And dam stubborn....Coz of my fren de presentation delay-ed KH(Old friend) and his team de presentation.....
He dulan-ed.....WTF.....then he say "I donwan present liao, you all present lar"...
See!? These kind of stubborn ppls~
I hate these kind of peoples already....
Tot himself/herself sangat pro....
Walao.....you so geng? Why don't you come 4 Ang and give it a try??
You B!tch =="
These kind of peoples....
I curse them future never get good job!!

Ok....like this sin.....~