Rephrase

Okay, I'm back for some lil of blogging again
When you'll see my blog updated
Most probably on the next day is my english related exam

Oh well, nothing's great happening around me
Since that day I hid myself inside my room for few months
Yet, still doing the same thing :3
Meh, that doesn't really matter at all...
Cuz, by the time goes~
I'm starting to realize...
I'm just an ordinary peep
LOL

So actually, I'm just temporary hiding my true ability...
YES, TEMPORARY... but when will it really reveal?
I don't know...
It depends me whether want to face the freakin reality or not..

I realize something...
For all the time, I just use "escape" route to force my mind to think that those questions are solved...
Yet, it's always cling around me...
Just standing outside the "Escape" room and wait for my return...

Dumb me isit?
Oh well.. We'll see...

Nothing much to write...
Coz my brain have stucked about few months
And everyday only think about games, strategies and more~~

Time set: 1X days left for me to change my little path of myself in my life...

So..
Ok...
End...
I guess?
Oh wait...
Tomorrow I'm having a freaking Civic subject as my Final...
My personal opinion is...
I don't really to take these kind of subjects....
Coz everything based on theory, logic....
For some reason, it is hard to let someone like me who being a neet inside my room
To understand so much about outer world...
I hate this subject but no deal..
Have to attend for this subject just to clear my Year 1 studies =_="...

Well, I just hope myself can get an acceptable result...
Just don't freaking fail it....


That day where Noctus realize how dumb himself was.... 

Think back when it was 2012...
There are so many mistakes I've did...
But recalling that year...
There's a mistake I can't really forget about it...

That's quite a trick...
For someone to realize it..
A reverse plan of my own to determine how desperate I want something...
After I've watched White Album 2 this anime..
It's quite make sense that I'm actually doing something similar...
But not those love scene :3..

Seriously...
I'm quite satisfy that year...
Able to talk with you so much...
I hope...
We can talk again...
Someday?
I believe in fate...

Fear

Fear... Yes... That feeling...
After so many days have passed....
You finally come back...
Terror of Finals....
After half of the Finals...
That feeling is back again...

More...
I need more of it....
Able to enforce myself to scare about it....
Give me more fear......

Experience

Peeps say you'll know everything once you get experiences
True enough!!
Yet I don't even know why there's still have stupid peep who don't want to accept the facts and anyhow blame other peep or even teammates (-_-")

Seriously, as a side observer and player
I want to ask, do you ever know what is called facts and teamwork?
Ya, teamwork~ We heard that a lot and still they are peep who know how to being a selfish arse...

I'm not mad but in fact I've underestimated you once again..
We seek for improvement from every angle of us..
No, we don't know ourselves getting any improves or not..
It should be judged by other peep..
So don't get yourself over-excited...
For me, every since I know you until now~ You're still not changing yourself in an inch..
So don't spread to other peep that how awesome you're...
That's your world..
Don't always dream <3
We live in real world not virtual..
If future creates a virtual reality world, I'll go for sure..

Learn to become a kind peep...
Beat me if you can
Coz so far I'm the kindest and peace guy I've ever seen :P
I seek for peace, not wars..
If you tend to come with your fist, then I shall devour you and lapse in the hell (^_^)

One more thing..
Don't judge people with your own standard. 

Weak

Have you felt that yourself are the weakest?
I felt that I'm just a retard who gave up on everything other than my own life.
Every efforts that I've spent... and in the half way I gave up.. lol
Every time I see people can do something I can't. I always feel shocked and impressed...

Well... Actually people have their own abilities... For both strong and weakness...
From our side, maybe we're just saw his/her strength...but what if it's a weak side?
There's where climax always appear...
I have a lot fears since I was small...
So it's quite a big deal that affected the current me...
At least I accept the fact.. and continue live on...
One day.... or maybe...my potential will be revealed...
I really hope for that.. :D 

One shall never take things lightly...
It won't be end too soon...
A humiliation, I expect...

Side Images

If real world shares connection with the virtual parts....
How amazing it is...
Unfortunately no...
Everything inside virtual are just images...
Things you can see by your eyes doesn't mean it is belongs to real...
We never expect what will happen during future, we just predicted...

What human doesn't like to face, they will face in the reality no matter what...
That's a fact of this Reality world...
How many people... desire to live inside Virtual world?
Everything is impossible in this Reality....
Absolute inverse...

Human, never understand....
Although I'm one of them, yet I can't understand as well...
Too much emotions...
No passions of freedom....

My wishes....
Shall hidden in the mist of the grand sea...
No matter how desperate you wish for...
Will any wishes will be granted?