Shutting Down

Three days for shutting down myself...

Think about the future...
And have a break...

Gimme some time to think about it -.-"...
I maybe should start using my way to talk with you...

Abide the rules

Once you started the game...
No one can stop you...
But once disasters have come...
Then you'll be the one who in trouble...




This is just for reminding you
Whether you should go on?
Or stop?
Your chance is in front of you...
Think wisely before you made  your destination..

A Chance Has Risen?

After a week of chatting with you...
I found something...
That is actually you're very cute xD
Maybe is compared with last few years...
From my view, you had change a lot....
That year you looks so cool...
Like those people who don't want to friend with anyone....
But now... you're totally a different one!!
And that might be a reason...
I can attracted by eu =)

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Few days ago... 
Your friend had just talked about you :)
And her "boyfriend" or I should say... "friend" joined us....
I'm nervous when they're talking about you...
I'm actually not really in the mood to talk about it...
Because I was worrying about the last time scene....
I'm freaking scare about the History review...
Seriously.... although we're still friends...
But we didn't close at all...
Like... We can smile when we see each other...
But no topic to talk at all...
That's what I scare about it.....
But you.... 
Was a different person...
Had another personal....

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My berserk mode... (Study).. 
The time before you step in my world...
I need something sweets to stimulate my mind to berserk...
But now?.... When I just talked to you at Facebook...
Berserk automatic come into my mind....
But still.... I wanna talk with you...
So I didn't really focusing....
I'm hoping that... One day....
We can share our studies together...
At somewhere... Where we can be alone....

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Am I gila because of you?
Wakaranai =)
I only know that...
I hate my emotional...
Because if I was addicted something...
I'll always think a way to get it....
And now, I want to talk to you again....
Haizz, control your mind , CS... CONTROL.... 
I hate you.... Because you made me so berserk....
Too sudden.... 
To have a power that contains large supplies...
A luxury...
That I want to protect...
No matter what...
I don't care your bad or good...
Because....
You're my princess...
As a prince...
I must protect you forever.....
Never lied to you....
You're my luxury...
You're my power...
Meeting you is my fate...
I shall VALUE...

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Thank You...
You regain my power..
To continue my journey...
I wish...
You can join up...
If there's a chance =)
I'll be waiting...

Another Scenario

Day after a day....
SPM trial is coming very soon....
But what am I doing?
Focusing Add Maths but Facebook addicted me...
Seriously... Gg...

Recently... There's a song kinda suit for my recent moods....
I know that... Sometimes, I can't control my own mood....
But luckily I didn't do anything...
Thank God for blessing me this chance....
"Yume Sekai" or World of Dream...

A world with full of dream....
Sounds nice :)...
Kinda nostalgic too... 

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After since an event called Famine 30...
My personal changed a lot....
Feeling like to get more friends in this world....
Also, cure my weakness... 
"Girls"...
For some people, they don't believe I scare of girls when I was small....
But that's a true story.... 
Basicly, physical doesn't mean anything...
~If you know what I mean~ =)

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They say... I always look at you...
Is that true?
Even myself have no idea....
The only thing I know is...
A feeling... it's extraordinary....
Am I?.... Or history review?
Or this is my chance to prove back?...
Am I think you as a friend or.. crush?
Your emotions.... 
I can't see through...
But it seems...
You didn't reject their words...
Am I wrong?
Hardly imagine....
I want to find out...
But how?...
The "Fear" is not completely dissolved....
What to do?...
What to I do?.....
What to I can do?.....
I really can't figure out...

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You're such an idiot....
I had a feeling that I want you....
But you're letting me a chance to get closer?...
Or...We have a same feeling?
I want to know the answer....

Form 5's Life... It's mysterious :D