Reality

Yep, the day has finally come
It's the time for we Ex- Form 5 to get our SPM results at our secondary school
Before this day, I've expected my results might be better than last time...
But before that...
I'm truly happy to see back my old friends ^_^
All remain the same...
Nothing really changed
Except for the botaks :P 
So, the moment I took my results..
At first was quite looked down 
Since I've saw my BM got C+...
But to think further..
Actually it's quite average for my "lazy" standards...
My hardwork is indeed never wasted..
My Add Maths finally got A+
After so much hardwork I've suffered...
I'm satisfy about my own results...
And I'm jealous to that guy who got his results 9As :3...
Dafuq... Gotta kill him instantly.....

虽然这次的成绩对我来说廷hurt下的...
不过我想了再想...
都是因为自己以前不努力而造成现在的结果...
果然，我应该老早就相信努力是有好结果的...
不过最后都是迟了...
起码我没感到很沮丧...
只是...才2个A+...
好像有点不爽的感觉...XD
所以,以后要吃多点苦了啦...
在此,我有新的目标了...
那就是在courses考试的成绩里得到GPA 4.0！！
路，再惨都好...都是要过...
管你有脸还是没有脸
这就是这个世界的悲剧...
现在我正式宣布我终于毕业了...
现在酱由新的我来代替下一个任务...
现在开始，
你有你自己的路，
我有我自己的路...
有缘再见... 

Day After A Day

Days have passed

I'm still myself

I see a lot shadows 

I see a lot birds are flying 

Enjoying myself while listen to the music
I'm realize I've fucking camourflaged myself in da house
Dafuq, 2 weeks have never been out for events...
Hmm...
Guess I'm waiting for their return...

Taste of Humiliation

Human are not equal,
There's divided into several parts...
What is the point for human to live?
Human, bring their sins and leave this world...
And yet, the sins will repeated as long as there's human around this world..

Human...
The only source that have specific thinking other than animals..
What are them?
What are their roles?
Why they have different mind?

A high graded human versus a low graded human.
Who would win in a chess match?
For common sense, people would think high-graded human has a higher probability to win low-graded human...
But it's wrong way to calculate this situation.
Human may treated differently.
But they do have their potential on somethings.
High-graded human has more educations than low-graded
So that, people would think HG-ed human has more plots to conquer this match

But, what's a probability?
Probability is just like a percentage of something.
Although HG-ed might had higher probability,
But still he can be humiliate easily if he stepped a mine...
This tells that, over-confident people doesn't have an absolutely winning on anything...
It's just relaxed them and keep their guard down..
There's only a result,
Humiliation by others.

You're smart
Yet, you're still not prepare well to face something~
You're living better than me
Yet, you're still can't get the joy of mine
People with their own will is good,
But it doesn't means you have an absolute determination to accomplish something
If you're lose, then lose.
Lose with prides..
Win doesn't mean anything..
It's just a symbol of something that accomplished well.

Well, a human without the taste of humiliation
He'll won't know anything.