Sunday, September 22, 2013

The game being...

Game beings...
I wish to end it right now...

For being a defensive unit...
I have no right to judge it...

We need to see through ourselves....
There are winner and also losers as well....

Win or lose...
I don't care......

If we know where is our wrong point location...
Hope we know how to solve this miserable problem...

From now on...
Defensive unit shall awaits patiently....

Monday, September 9, 2013

Day 6492nd : The Night That Awakens..

It would be a freaking joke if I said I seriously counted the day by using a calculator...
I never expected, I've come to this world for 6492 days...
That's quite a huge number.... I guess?
Well, there were a lot people who came earlier than me for a distance of days...
Days passed without giving any notices...
When is the day that comes our life to an ending?
And actually... is that really an ending to us?
Or just a farewell from this world?

If I never mistaken about this,
Science says only Knowledge can proves us about these....
What the hell does Science related to these anyway?
There are a lot people who live in this world with us...
Although they look the same like us...
But each has different feelings....
Everyone has his/her own motivation to something since they are small....

What I remembered was my beginning stage until now....
A dream for future?
What will you be in the future?
Nobody knows....
Most of the people will say it depends on how hard you work for yourself during your premature session...
Yes, few days ago I heard someone around my age starting to fight for their future....
Sharing some information to us about his progression and a lot life process about his case..

What I learnt from him is actually nothing...
But I do admire his will against something that he desires...

The main thing is....

He says all the people in this world wants an absolute freedom.In this world, everything you desire...
Money always come first...
Without money, one will never achieve something that they really want to be...
Yes, that is Financial Freedom...
By just judge "Freedom" this word,
It's a paradise for everybody...
But... how many people really do that?
Rare enough.


I want to highlight something about "Financial Freedom"
If all the people really succeed this concept...
Then the developments of this world will not be improving...
If money are really easy to flow into a pocket...
Why there are people who are in poor condition? 

I admit it's correct for people who desire to enjoy "Financial Freedom"
But it is impossible to believe everyone can do it....

If it goes well....
Then our life doesn't have any awesome things to be happened...
I'm a guy who just desire my own happiness...
What I want...
I already have now...
But that is not all...
There are a lot of things I have not discover yet...
I do not request for being "Financial Freedom" for my future...
But I want to try something fresh about something interesting...
At least my life will never being dull....

Indeed, I have my own opinion..
And whenever there are any opinion opposes mine..
I'll just ignore or judge about it...
What I expect is logical and suit for myself...
Because no matter how awesome you are...
I'm sure that there will be a limit in your future...
That's why I never get impressed by anything unless they are really awesome...
Sentences cannot prove anything...
Do it with your bare hands...
I dislike a lot of people in this world...
But it doesn't mean I don't want communicate with them...


Why I dislike them?
Because they talk without using their brains...
Words are powerful.
Yet it's very dangerous...  

People never understand when they hurt someone...

Talk so much for what actually?
You already spoil your own image in my mind 

You disgust me seriously....
After so many days I've met you and yet your mind are still that immature...

Well, it's none of my business...
My words will always hidden in somewhere in my brain until there's someone willing to reveal it...
What I see, does mean what I know...
Maybe I have mistaken something about you?
I don't know and I don't really getting interested about you...
It's already over....


有改变还是没改变...就看你自己吧

因为我根本就不能证明你到底变了没有...
不过也没办法...我也不明白以前的我在想什么...
何况说未来的我呢? 

说真的...那就话说了出来...真的是有点后悔...
就算给我第2次机会...
我看我还是回去属于我自己的世界吧...
我的心,没办法了解一些我读不明白的董事...
希望....不...一点都没有希望...
如果历史重演....狠狠地揍我一顿吧 

Beyond my own lights
Last word
Just shut the fuck up about your bullshit-ing on somewhere I can see.