Another Scenario

Day after a day....
SPM trial is coming very soon....
But what am I doing?
Focusing Add Maths but Facebook addicted me...
Seriously... Gg...

Recently... There's a song kinda suit for my recent moods....
I know that... Sometimes, I can't control my own mood....
But luckily I didn't do anything...
Thank God for blessing me this chance....
"Yume Sekai" or World of Dream...

A world with full of dream....
Sounds nice :)...
Kinda nostalgic too... 

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After since an event called Famine 30...
My personal changed a lot....
Feeling like to get more friends in this world....
Also, cure my weakness... 
"Girls"...
For some people, they don't believe I scare of girls when I was small....
But that's a true story.... 
Basicly, physical doesn't mean anything...
~If you know what I mean~ =)

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They say... I always look at you...
Is that true?
Even myself have no idea....
The only thing I know is...
A feeling... it's extraordinary....
Am I?.... Or history review?
Or this is my chance to prove back?...
Am I think you as a friend or.. crush?
Your emotions.... 
I can't see through...
But it seems...
You didn't reject their words...
Am I wrong?
Hardly imagine....
I want to find out...
But how?...
The "Fear" is not completely dissolved....
What to do?...
What to I do?.....
What to I can do?.....
I really can't figure out...

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You're such an idiot....
I had a feeling that I want you....
But you're letting me a chance to get closer?...
Or...We have a same feeling?
I want to know the answer....

Form 5's Life... It's mysterious :D

It's been 10years....

After so much of days/nights/bright/rains.....
And now... It's already 10 years...
Even thought I had forgot your face...
But I still can remember what did you say to me...
I understand... and I promised...
Now... This contact has ended....
I'll still remember your name =D
No worries!!

Oh yeah... I got a new name...
If we have chance to meet again...
Call me ChowSee then...
Now I going to have my own life....

Now it's my turn to make a contact with you...
"Don't forget me.... Although... You had left...."
I'll be waiting... For you appear.. 

Re-Clashed.......

I think I'm getting more 38 already....
Keep wanted to care other's things but mine things?
Ignored =)

Well, I had my re-clashed today.....
After Chemistry, the additional period....
Mr Y.K so bagus, belanja Vg, Jia Seng and me for da ice-creams...
Then we chatted a lot.......
I think these 3 are the only 3 I can chat deeply....

Am I a cool guy?...
I don't know.... maybe it is....
Maybe it's just like my potential....
"A silence keep more friends away"
Well, that's my style... And I can't control it....

It's like a soul which is located inside the Gate of Darkness...
Loneliness.... Horrors.... Blindness..... Evils.....
I like to be alone.... but not too lonely...

Sometimes... I felt like I'm abandoned...
But who cares?....
Nobody cares......

A heart without blood.....
It's just like self-destructed.....
No more vibrates of Destiny....
No more melody of Heaven....
Only have Darkness of Hell....

I'm a guy who keep tolerate the things that made me increase my selfish-ness....
Why should I do like that?
I don't know.... I even can't control....
That's not the thing I wanted....
The more I tolerated....
The rage is awakened soon.....

Luckily....
A heavenly Melody is my only potion to cure my pain....
With them.....
I'll be a unlimited Nobody....
Who only survive in the mist of Illusion....

May Illusion rebound to create a new Era....
"I'm a bound of my Illusion...
Darkness clashed in my Heart...
Until It become Zilch...
With the power....
So I pray....
Unlimited Illusions....."

I may live with the Illusions rather than this world =)

Mist Of Illusions...
Unlimited Blade Works - Fate/ Stay Night

Someday... the Dream will end...

Someday...the Dream will End.... Is it really true? 
In my life.... I dream a lot things....
Such as.... Futures.... Impossible image.... 
Actually.... My life... is ordinary...
Don't have such of incredible scene...
The thing that I keep dream... It's just a dream.....

Am I born to be a ordinary kid?...
I want to get through my life and become a person who different....
A person who have hidden potential....
A person... who have a dream for it....
I am the one who still believe that I can do it....
Would it be true??....

I have my own interested on my potential....
And I believe I can do it....
But too bad....
There's don't have a such thing in Malaysia.....
Is it my dream are.... getting blur?....
Am I felled into a Mist of Unknown?...
I failed?...

It should be.....
When I was 10.... I ever thought... 
But.... I'm a bit foolish....
Foolish until... I can't camourflage myself.....
Well... My only dream.... Is hopeless....

It tells me....
Actually....
Even thought it is a dream....
But someday....
Dream also will be ended.... 

New Route? New Challenge?

Geez..... Why would so many complicated things joined my life?
Life is so..... Terror... I can feel it...
Never Mind... At least that's still have some fun place.....
I don't mind anything.....if you wan scold, complaint or what... As your wish~ 
I won't brother you =,=" Just don't get my ass off can already.....

Recently at recess, I always went to Library...
For what? Of course for my fren lah~..... and also to see "her" daily moves
But what I get... is nothing @,@.....
Ahhh Geezzzzzzzz..... I'm in a feeling again and again~ 
But this time really funny....
Liked a stranger but same in school....
What does it means?....
I have no ideas....

The thing I only know.....
If I wan to conquer her....
That's only a few things I need to do....
1:Stay own style
2:Act as her friends....
3:Routes of course...
4:Keep myself fit....

The damn pity things for me is....
I need to keep fit...
That's my own aim....
So I pray...
Anyhow...
Before 2012 comes...
I must kick 10KGs  out of my lifes....
That's me...
Watashiwa Chow Kun =D

Hope....
Everything is good....

(= All In Good Time =)

Holding on to this feeling that I cannot yield

Still, I have walked this far I didn’t seem to advance much But I can feel the dream carried by the wave of time

Tracing back to the distant memories

feel I was shining with things that were not to be Going beyond those dazzling days

Over here, now

Where it is not the beginning or the end or anywhere From here We will again walk to discover those new dreams

Only wanting to convey my feelings

I tried to link up my “Selfishness” and “wishes” Unable to choose That is why my voice didn’t express those words which disappeared today too

My shallow breathing returns

I said, “Up till now it is great” There is no reason to give up, in order to go towards hope

Over here, now

Even if it is the end or the start, in a place that is anywhere From here We will again walk to discover those new dreams

From here

If the present is full of enjoyable days, it is not here Many times we walked out To discover a new dream

From here we will again walk towards

Without seeing anything else, we will meet up in these confusing days It is only seemed repetitive, but it is different We will discover a new dream

We're the PRS..... The funniest moment.... The happiest moment and.... The most touching moment ever....
P.R.S...... The one combine each others are.... "Immune" 

Cleanest Route =)

Today, I finally got something to write in my dusty blog....
Haha I guess rare got people who will visit this blog except for someone??

Ok..... Start from our Camp at Bentong first....
I...ChowSee kena picked as a leader of the Group 8....
Well I'm really "damn" anxious while Victor and Aunty Jun Ting pick me as leader.....
I worry and worry and worry..........
But... After 3days 2night camp..... I found out that.... Actually.... leader is nothing =D.....
Why?? Because.... leaders are peoples too.... They got heart... They got eyes.... They got minds....
But in a group..... Of course leader is an important roles for all of the group members....
During the Ice Breaking event.... I'm really impressed someone... lol...
A girl who tight my hand without any "lubang"....
When she does that....My mind pop out something that make me very sensitive.... But I don't mind...
Because Chun Qiap at beside me... At LEAST..... a boy is beside then I won't feel something anymore......

Ok...... The's a special for me at Ice Breaking Seasion.... Let's jump to Midst of the Camp...

Ok and Ok again..... EXPERT mode..... Actually is ok only..... For those are the people who terpaksa join NS only they will feel it.....
I'm already feel it 1 day before I prepare to wait NS.....
Actually is fun....
Becoz that's a life challenge for me......
Pass through anything by use a good way, and common sense....
I have an example.... compare to me and a guy who are PPS.....
We both are big size(But he's bigger =P)
He's a bastard which scare a lot things....
But me? Never scare.... and never want to give up.....
I'm challenge it..... there are 12stages that is hard for me....
At the 1st stage already shown how hard is it....
In 80 of peoples... I think only got a few will done it.......
I thought I can't.... but I never give up.... I passed it....
That's a proven for me that I CAN DO IT....


Ok Overall for this camp..... I rate 8/10 ba =)
Last year camp.... 9/10...
This year I not really feel nice because of injured and stomachache while walking around the area.....
Pity me ==".........


The words I most want to say to my Group 8 before we leave the camp but I never said it....
Feel a bit regret.... But is okay.... next year we still have the chance.... But for Aunty Jun Ting and Maggie..... can't join the camp anymore..... So I SALUTE them.... Haha~~

In here... I think I can type it out....
Hope someone can see this....
"In this group..... 8 for Fortune..... Fortune for luck... Luck for fates.... Fates for happiness... Happiness for Forever......."
Because? We ARE in THIS GROUP 8 FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~