Reality

Yep, the day has finally come
It's the time for we Ex- Form 5 to get our SPM results at our secondary school
Before this day, I've expected my results might be better than last time...
But before that...
I'm truly happy to see back my old friends ^_^
All remain the same...
Nothing really changed
Except for the botaks :P 
So, the moment I took my results..
At first was quite looked down 
Since I've saw my BM got C+...
But to think further..
Actually it's quite average for my "lazy" standards...
My hardwork is indeed never wasted..
My Add Maths finally got A+
After so much hardwork I've suffered...
I'm satisfy about my own results...
And I'm jealous to that guy who got his results 9As :3...
Dafuq... Gotta kill him instantly.....

虽然这次的成绩对我来说廷hurt下的...
不过我想了再想...
都是因为自己以前不努力而造成现在的结果...
果然，我应该老早就相信努力是有好结果的...
不过最后都是迟了...
起码我没感到很沮丧...
只是...才2个A+...
好像有点不爽的感觉...XD
所以,以后要吃多点苦了啦...
在此,我有新的目标了...
那就是在courses考试的成绩里得到GPA 4.0！！
路，再惨都好...都是要过...
管你有脸还是没有脸
这就是这个世界的悲剧...
现在我正式宣布我终于毕业了...
现在酱由新的我来代替下一个任务...
现在开始，
你有你自己的路，
我有我自己的路...
有缘再见... 

Day After A Day

Days have passed

I'm still myself

I see a lot shadows 

I see a lot birds are flying 

Enjoying myself while listen to the music
I'm realize I've fucking camourflaged myself in da house
Dafuq, 2 weeks have never been out for events...
Hmm...
Guess I'm waiting for their return...

Taste of Humiliation

Human are not equal,
There's divided into several parts...
What is the point for human to live?
Human, bring their sins and leave this world...
And yet, the sins will repeated as long as there's human around this world..

Human...
The only source that have specific thinking other than animals..
What are them?
What are their roles?
Why they have different mind?

A high graded human versus a low graded human.
Who would win in a chess match?
For common sense, people would think high-graded human has a higher probability to win low-graded human...
But it's wrong way to calculate this situation.
Human may treated differently.
But they do have their potential on somethings.
High-graded human has more educations than low-graded
So that, people would think HG-ed human has more plots to conquer this match

But, what's a probability?
Probability is just like a percentage of something.
Although HG-ed might had higher probability,
But still he can be humiliate easily if he stepped a mine...
This tells that, over-confident people doesn't have an absolutely winning on anything...
It's just relaxed them and keep their guard down..
There's only a result,
Humiliation by others.

You're smart
Yet, you're still not prepare well to face something~
You're living better than me
Yet, you're still can't get the joy of mine
People with their own will is good,
But it doesn't means you have an absolute determination to accomplish something
If you're lose, then lose.
Lose with prides..
Win doesn't mean anything..
It's just a symbol of something that accomplished well.

Well, a human without the taste of humiliation
He'll won't know anything.
 

In The Town Of Incessant Rain

Rains non-stop,
Covered by tears,
In the town....

Where does the rain goes after it stopped?
They flow freely on the ground to anywhere they like...
And vanished...

And it returns again and again....
But they forget where are they from..
And the cycle appears.....

Deep Drive

One sentence that allow me to deep drive....
Deep drive to my limits...
It's time....

Valentine Day, a.k.a Forever Alone Day

Once again, this year's Valentine Day is going to celebrate with myself again :X
As winds blow, time will flows.
As time flows, your wind will disappear from my five senses...
Well, this day got nothing specials... 
But I'm quite curious about today's events with bunch of my sakai friends~ 
Sounds fun!~ 

Well, I guess I see through something from your sight...
I wonder it's true or not...
Hmph....
"If I can fly in the sky....
I might change my mind...
But when I changed...
It's too late"

心の旋律

心の旋律, a choir song from an anime called Tari-Tari
It's an normal school-life anime
No fightning, no ecchi and no romance! (Well, there's just have a confession I guess o,o)
This song is quite meaningful to me
Because it's quite nostalgic
It lets me to imagine back my school life...
I've been keep thinking about it that,
why my life can't be like the one in Tari-Tari?
Friends with determination souls
Never give up
Always work together!
It's completely perfect to a person's life 
kaze  atarashiku  midori o kakeru 
doko made mo tooku  sumiwataru yo 
ima  karoyaka ni  hikari wa mawaru 
subete o yawarakaku  terasu darou

As the refreshing breezes rustle through the trees, 
everything in the distance comes into clear view. 
Now light is traveling nimbly in all directions to illuminate everything softly.hoshi sae mienai 
ame no toki de mo 
kimi ga yumemite'ru mirai wa soba ni aru yo
Even when it's rainy 
and not a single star is visible, 
the future you have been dreaming about will always be beside you.
itsu no hi mo utaou 
kono kokoro no mama 
hibiku yo  sora no mukou kanata madeLet's always sing 
freely with our heart. 
Our song will resound in the sky all the way to the other side.soshite mata dokoka de 
kimi ni todoitara 
omoidashite hoshii kagayaku egao de sugoshita hibi o
Then, when my song 
finally reaches you, 
I want you to recall 
the days we spent together with beaming smiles.
kaze  sukitoori  daichi ni soyogu 
yasashiku jikan o  tsutsunde'ru yo 
ima  odayaka ni  hikari wa sosogu subete o natsukashiku  terasu darou
As the clear breezes run across the land, 
they tenderly envelop the time we spent together. 
Now light is flowing quietly in all directions to illuminate our nostalgic past times.michi sae mienai 
yami no toki de mo 
kimi ga shinjite'ru mirai wa soba ni aru yoEven when it's dark 
and not a single path is visible, 
the future you have always believed in will always be beside you.
itsu no hi mo utaou 
kono kokoro no mama 
kanashimi mo koete iku tsuyoi koeLet's always sing 
freely with our heart. 
Our resolute voice will transcend any sorrow.kimi ga sono yuuki de 
ippo susumu toki 
omoidashite hoshii kirameku hitomi de sugoshita hibi o
When you, with courage, 
take a step forward, 
I want you to recall the days we spent together with gleaming eyes.
itsu no hi mo utaou 
kono kokoro no mama 
hibiku yo  sora no mukou kanata made
Let's always sing 
freely with our heart. 
Our song will resound in the sky all the way to the other side.soshite mata dokoka de 
kimi ni todoitara 
omoidashite hoshii kirameku hitomi de sugoshita hibi oThen, when my song 
finally reaches you, 
I want you to recall the days we spent together with gleaming eyes,kagayaku egao de sugoshita hibi othe days we spent together with beaming smiles.

A song with passion
Brings you harmony
I've wish to sing with you
No matter how hard it was :)