Long Time Ago......

Long Time Ago.....
I was a kid who dono anything =)

Long Time Ago.....

I was a kid which have a selfish style

Long Time Ago.....

I regret everything I did.....

Long Time Ago.....

I dono how to take a different with "Good" or "Bad"

Now.....

Everything changes.....

Now....

I'm the one who controling my own things.......

Now.....

Is time.....to make a decision....

Since holidays came......

I sit at a place......

With my own things.....

My heart....

My ear....

My brain......

To concentrate.......

Friends? Well......some are good....

But some....like hell....

So?

Nothing at all......

Reverse in my mind......It's telling me......"There's no nid to be vice versa......, Stay....smart"

Till the end.....

You will know =)

Day 17/2....Re-listen......

Day to day passed away......
I'm still listening my songs......-Blue Bird(Naruto Shippuden Opening Theme).....
Today......One of my friend......That he never chat with me in a long time ago......
And when Our Sejarah period arrived......our Sejarah....I know she always minat students sit back his/her own place.....So I sit back lorrr......Then.....he came and chat with me........
Myself also shocked and never realize he will come find me for a long chat.....
Well.....although I give up these 3 period to listen what teacher say.....But actually.....that 3 period.....I can learn a lot from him.......From 40cm watch him....He looks so silent.....But.....when I near him....He is a smart guy......He knows a lot than all of us......And he knows that our this 4 Cempaka is F**king LOUSY.......Yeah, yeah....Even myself complaint too.........
He said about why he so silent......why he looks so stubborn......why he looks so scary.....Well....I found out that...He's not these 3 kind of peoples at all.....All is came from.....Stress =).....He got more stress than us......becoz...He came from lower class.....Like Kemboja or somemore lar..... He say that.....We guys are truely smart......ok lar....I think so........Everybody got different "smart".....Like me....I'm smart at listen what people are saying things....And likes a lot of people's real life story.....

REST........18/2 Continue =)

Day and Days over....Rest well......

Today......Day16/2......Currently....Enjoy-ing my song.....-Grenade- Bruno Mars.....

Today at schools.....Starting feel like that my old class got over lousy.....Damn it ==".......Everyday lousy lousy lousy till I feel that I starting want to FXXK them already......
Everyday lousy ==" WTF.....altough that 1 was I already take it as my habits d....But sometimes can study please do shut up and listen.....I know you like to say....I know your mouth really like to move.....But please lar....sometimes...We really need to study....like....Add Maths, Maths, BI, LK, Phys, Chem....others you guys like lar.....Seriously....some teacher very ngam de.....
We're already Form 4 lor.....Sudah 16 liao....masih macam kiddo meh?? Mature some please......@.@........ Ok lar.....I lazy cakap banyak already....You guys want how then how lar.....My style-------->"I am a silent guy who doesn't like to dap pang".......This is my style you can't do anything on me!~
Days and days....passed....Let's see.....already passed about 6months++......Although we same class now.....But we rare chat......I dono why......why I didnt chat with her?.....Isit I don't have things to chat? Or I scare to face her.......? I really dono why.....I tot.....It's over....Who knows.......From these 6 months till now....Haven end yet....Why I always don't want to face you!?.......There got so many girls I know.....So many girls I faced.....But why always is you!? Why!!!???? I wanna know this freaking reason.... WHY???? Why I can't just forget you in my life?.......

These games never end...............

Should I end it?

Isit everything is under my own control....?

Should I.....love you once again?

How should I?

Stupid Lifes with Stupid Brains

Is English Version ^.^ Yay!!!!!
Ok~ All Cina know that our Chinese New Year is around the CORNER!!!
Wee~~ Everyone is happy!!!!
Haha But for me.....Ok lar....Chinese New Year....no some updates....
Every year come and say "Yo!!! Happy New Year!!! Take angpow and sit at there about 2/3hours~"
Well some friends are sit at there whole day =="~ I dono how they tahan the patients.....
But I can say is~ They are PRO! xD

Ok Boring are over....
Now is for "What's happening in My Life"
4 Cempaka Lifes....
still 1 word...."Lousy"!
They still like a group of kids keep noisy the whole class....
But still ok lar~
I'm that style....
At least now I silent-ed already...
Sejarah Period....>Old frens being stubborn....
Our teacher.....she called us to do a presentation....
1 of my fren....He take his pendrive for his group prepare....
Everyone was waiting.....
Then once they started....
The 1st impression for me is....I saw Qi Yi!!!!
Wow, He put those backgrounds as His team member's own pictures....
What a sakai and never ask his own teammate for taking their pictures....
I bet that his mates are DAM DULAN him!!~

Then, my 10years old friend.....He is the main stupid guy...
And dam stubborn....Coz of my fren de presentation delay-ed KH(Old friend) and his team de presentation.....
He dulan-ed.....WTF.....then he say "I donwan present liao, you all present lar"...
See!? These kind of stubborn ppls~
I hate these kind of peoples already....
Tot himself/herself sangat pro....
Walao.....you so geng? Why don't you come 4 Ang and give it a try??
You B!tch =="
These kind of peoples....
I curse them future never get good job!!

Ok....like this sin.....~

我的快乐与冷战笔记.......

永别了4 Anggerik(虽然只是隔两楼罢了，我还是会有点sad的><)
首先.....我要谢谢4 Anggerik跟我打了这3个星期的战....
谢谢你们=） 虽然只是那么的3个星期....
但是我还是叫了很多朋友....
我来说说下那几位朋友
Kai Jie(凯杰*希望我没写错)
傻傻的他，蛮搞笑的哈哈~不过认真起来会令我刮目相看
Rafiq(所谓Five Explosion的其中之一)
也是一个很会搞笑的人，喜爱唱歌的他...有时我也想跟着唱~哈哈
Kean Peng(建炳*希望我没写错）
也是一个很会搞笑的人，combo死我的他.....有时很想sai 9他~无聊到那个样子...
Kelly( Kelly Wong)
其实是她认识我，我看过她不过我不认识她（一开始）....
不错,蛮漂亮的小姐^^哈哈~有时也会大惊小怪的....
Shu Ning (Wong Shu Ning不会她的华语名！)
一开始看起来，好像是个很成熟的女生~有一天我听到她喊Eng Yaw的名字的时候，我才发先到....原来她有点野蛮的~哈哈~还装做Pengawas的好榜样=.="不用紧~我让你!~
还有很多很多朋友我认识的啦~总之....很高兴认识你们^^，虽然我已经不是4 Ang的一份子了...不过我们还是能做朋友的~所以~请大家多多指教^^

就这样先~现在是10.11分.....
虽然我是个夜鬼，但是也是要睡觉的.....因为我明天有读书!!!!
在这里....我也想向一位小姐说声对不起的.....
希望她看到啦~
......曼如....对不起.....><....
希望你能明白......





就这样~明天继续^^




第二天......Cempaka Lifes~
我进去的第一个印象是.....
好吵哦@.@....
不过不用紧....
我这个CS都习惯了的~哈哈
现在的CS要换一换了....
冷酷点.....
更加安静....
以免给人家"tersilap"
哈哈~That's Me
The ChowSee who just like to slience.......

Ok skip skip skip~~~~

现在就很想说......4 Cempaka啊~希望你们全部能成熟点咯~
你们全部好像还是个小孩子嘞！！！！
还有还有....今天也是很废下的....
一开始~我们在Physics Room里面听课..
突然有两位学长要找我.....
他叫的名字....哇老...我都听不清楚咯.....
然后有一个女生站起来.....当时我也是站起来了....
然后她看着我，我看着她....
然后她就出去咯....
出到一半就叫我"是不是叫你哦？？？"
"哇哪宅"(Hokkien)然后我就讲....
谁酱废叫到我的名酱哦！！！！！Kek Shui到！！！！！
算不管了~然后我就出去.....Oh！！原来是那个我一直叫他"Senior"的一个学长.....
还讲Puan Lim有没有讲要找你.....我砸到....
我看是Ms Lim吧.....然后另一个学长的确是"tersilap"....
哈哈哈哈~给我砸死他了xD.....
继续下去也是没什么好讲的~正常的生活.....

只不过.....现在暂时是对着两个朋友打冷战......
一男一女....Haizz ><
男的.....好像是我什么都也没做......只是过来劝罢了....他没弄过，我也不会怎样.....
女的.....就因为误会了我喜欢上她......她就开始有点....."不懂怎样解释的"...Feeling....我也不懂要怎样跟她讲.....不过那时.....她真的找错时间了.......现在很想向她"对不起".....不过....最近....都没什么看到她上线.....可能block了我吧.....
怎样都好......我想说声......
对不起, Esmond and Man Loo.......
两位好朋友......
请你们原谅我这个小白痴吧><.....
希望你们看到这一面吧.....
我这个人....要道歉.....我是说....在真实世界上.....我很少在人家面前道歉的......
还有......那个....Relationship在我的Facebook上面.....
勤快解决它就好了......
我的对象是>>>>>Yu Kit......很明显的说是开玩笑的啦=="
So.... settle? 好的~希望你们两位看到啦........

小希真的很想跟你们两位再做为好友~请你们原谅我吧><......
一个是小学认识到现在的曼如....
另一个是从补习认识了5年的Esmond.....
好战友!~请原谅！！=(

Oh对....还有.....如果你们不肯原谅我的话~你们可以继续把我当成你们的敌人....我不介意的....我只会跟你们打冷战罢了......

不过你们觉得我是酱的人么？？
好朋友嘞！做莫要继续打冷战？
我的心会一直很不安的嘞><.....
So,看了哦~请在Msn spam我下......
那么我就懂你们在想我什么了......^^

B=Brothers
S=Sisters
BFF=Best Friends Forever!!!
BF1= Best Friends
GF=Good Friends
NF1=Nice Friends
NF2=Normal Friends
OF=Ok Friends
BF2= Bad Friends

这个就是我排我所有朋友的一个表~
用了2年的时间来弄......
^.^是不是蛮无聊的嘞?
没办法~我就是酱无聊哈哈~

Test of Reality

Hey all!!! About the relationship arh! Pls do not believe it xD
I'm just test a thing only....
Obviously I caught your steps......
That's just a 50 percentage lar....
I'm not sure is....
You want to escape...
Or donwan to see....
Haha Let's try this!!!!

Stress-ed and Surrender-ed at the 12th day.......

Day 12th......
Life in 4 Anggerik.....
Is ok...Feeling nothing.....
Juz many homeworks have to do.....
*Signs* Starting feel like my Form 4 life is getting....
Worse and worst.....
From my brain......
Can shows that there are many homeworks to do....
Do till Afternoon till Now.....Night time(9.45pm)....
This is CRAZY!!

And then....more mistakes and blurs came too.....
Du 9 #$!~
I hand-ed up my Bio notes to teacher....
But when I back home I refer my teks book....
I never DONE THE JOBS....
I marked and done at there....
But I didnt write to the Notes there.....
Holy......Just the 2nd week....
Started a mistake....
Haizz....
I am stress-ed....
Add Maths....unable to settle.....
Many failed formulas.....
Bio.....can hafal....but never know the cells functions....
Haizz.....my both interested subjects......
Starting with this kind of scene.....
Haizzz.......

SURRENDER-ED!