Re-Clashed.......

I think I'm getting more 38 already....
Keep wanted to care other's things but mine things?
Ignored =)

Well, I had my re-clashed today.....
After Chemistry, the additional period....
Mr Y.K so bagus, belanja Vg, Jia Seng and me for da ice-creams...
Then we chatted a lot.......
I think these 3 are the only 3 I can chat deeply....

Am I a cool guy?...
I don't know.... maybe it is....
Maybe it's just like my potential....
"A silence keep more friends away"
Well, that's my style... And I can't control it....

It's like a soul which is located inside the Gate of Darkness...
Loneliness.... Horrors.... Blindness..... Evils.....
I like to be alone.... but not too lonely...

Sometimes... I felt like I'm abandoned...
But who cares?....
Nobody cares......

A heart without blood.....
It's just like self-destructed.....
No more vibrates of Destiny....
No more melody of Heaven....
Only have Darkness of Hell....

I'm a guy who keep tolerate the things that made me increase my selfish-ness....
Why should I do like that?
I don't know.... I even can't control....
That's not the thing I wanted....
The more I tolerated....
The rage is awakened soon.....

Luckily....
A heavenly Melody is my only potion to cure my pain....
With them.....
I'll be a unlimited Nobody....
Who only survive in the mist of Illusion....

May Illusion rebound to create a new Era....
"I'm a bound of my Illusion...
Darkness clashed in my Heart...
Until It become Zilch...
With the power....
So I pray....
Unlimited Illusions....."

I may live with the Illusions rather than this world =)

Mist Of Illusions...
Unlimited Blade Works - Fate/ Stay Night