SPM is going to end!

Wow, I can't believe it...
SPM is going to end already?
It's like lightning speed...
Incredible speed and I'm just like blink my eyes only!

Oh well, never mind. It's going to end..
I'm still feel that my concentration are not enough...
It's not like that day before I'm having PMR...
I don't loss that force to make myself berserk...

Is it 2012 causing me like that?
Don't know...
I'm just hope my results will be better than last few times a lot..
There are some subjects that I've paid 100% focus to get A+
Additional Mathematics is the one...
When the first day I step in 5 Topaz, I saw Encik Wong.
And my mind would just say "Shyt, my Add Maths is going to die"
A step before I went to 4 Cempaka, same goes to Mr Wong who being our Add Maths teacher.
At first, I don't like his teaching because I can't even understand what is he writting.
Therefore, my Add Maths never get grade B.
The reason why I'm want my Add Maths get grade A+ so badly is,
1. I promised to Pn Lee that I'll get it for sure at the FIRST Form 4 test, but I fail all the time.
2. I'm very get interested in Mathematical questions.
3. To show someone that  I'll win her for sure.
4. For proving that, students not necessary need teacher's help( That's not a main point as well)
5. I'm depressed when I see my results from the Trial SPM exam.

Dear Additional Mathematics,
 
  At first, I'm really hate you very much. You confused me all the time and spoil my mood for study. But end up I'm feel that you're actually quite easy to understand. I'm buy a reference book on purpose although that time I have attend tuition class. At the Feb 2012, I had quit my tuition class because that teacher was an awful one.   Being a master of Add Maths is not an easy job.  I spent eight months for discover all of your formulas. Yes, I feel like I'm did it. I have confident that I can get a grade A+ back to prove that my efforts never waste. I'll appreciate and I'll teach the weaklings about these if they need my help.
Engineering Drawing
I'm interested at this at first, but I never get As in the past too
Yet, I'm also paid 100% focus on this subject
Due to the absent of the class, I'm forced to self-study. 
I was wondering people who might say that, : "Why this guy absent but he still can draw the question?" 
Hmph, I tend to not ask anyone because I'm lack of communication in this world. 
I don't like to talk, and I'm repel girls as well.
In an Internet world, I'm a different person. 
Well actually, I have two emotions.
The emotionless one and the kind one. 
I'm actually a person who really hope to talk with opposite gender character well
But I'm very repel and a passive guy.
I tried to be active, always.
But due to lack of confidence, I quit this mind.
That's why I'm keep try to study everything by myself. 

Well, my slogan for SPM "No matter how hard are you, I'm still can try to answer it"
I'm might not getting a nice result but at least I have show my efforts.
I won't regret it.


Oh yeah. It sounds like something is around the corner. I hope the people that I depend would remember that. I wish someone to remember it as well. It's really getting closer and closer now....