It's 11 December 2012, there's 10 days more to reveal the hidden unknowns that lied under this world :D
Will it harms all of us?
I don't know :)
It might be a restart like how a computer restarts itself.
Prom Night has just ended at 7 Dec...
That day, I'm happy. Also, I'm revealed a lot of things that I always want to know.
I see her :D
What am I actually thinking for the prom night is.
"Does she remembers?" or "How does she looks like today"..
So anxious and desperate to know how's her look that day.
Finally, I reached the Community Hall and quickly rush in just for trying to see her once.
The first moment I see her.
My mind got shocked
And here's my first sentence to her "You did have a beauty view :)"
She's really beautiful. Although she's only wearing a black dress but every views from a boy who like the girl~ Anyhow she wears, she'll be the most beautiful.
I wanted to ask her privately about inviting a dance.
Too bad, I have a death attitude.
Everytime I saw her, just hoping she won't see me back~
Consider as a peep =D
I like to see her pure face.
But when she's turn her face into me myself here.
Automaticly I'll feel nervous...
And turn my face to avoid let her know that I'm see-ing her.
I always hope that, she'll know my feeling.
But my death attitude always absorb my confident till I don't have the guts to tell her...
On the prom night, I did ignore her.
But mentally, I'm keep thinking about her....
I'm thinking that "Should I invite her to dance?"
But that time I was controlling songs, I don't want to lose my focus because the Ex- song controller is freaking sucks....
I'm did my best to search songs and find timing to make it become Perfect.
At last, I did a great job.... But I lost a chance to dance with her...
What I felt that, I got a lot of chances.... But I'll always think a way to lose it....
Sounds stupid huh? Really... kinda...
When I saw Chia Ang bring her to the front and with Yimin....
I'll just watch her 1 second and focus my songs...
Actually, that time... I was jealous-ing....
Very jealous....
But I'm nervous until I don't know what to do...
Ended up... I didn't do anything....
I'm grateful that my buddies remind me to invite her...
But I'm always scare....
Without a reason...
Am I...
Can't solve the old question?
I'm really worry..
What if.... She rejected my feeling...
That means, I'll lost a friend....
I'm worrying....
I'm scare I pick the gamble way....
To get one who you love...
I want to thank someone...
Who did the confession paper for me that day...
She really got think about that paper was written by me....
When I heard the "C"... It's 100% me~
She's quite shocked that I'll say those to her...
But that's my first sentence when I saw her....
It seems she's really don't know that I got a feeling with her....
Till the day, I explained everything to her....
That moment, I'm just trying to tell her the truth...
She's still think that I'm joking with her....
I'm depressed awhile...
After a few hours, she tells her truth feeling to me as well...
It seems, she's understand my weak spot....
But.. after my explains, I feel like... our relations improve a lot...
I wonder.... she's thinking what....
I really tot after I told her everything...
She'll escape the facts....
But it's a reverse....
She's getting more friendly to me...
I wonder....
That day... I forgot to ask her...
"Do I have any chances in the future?".....
In someone's mind...
If a girl still talking a lot with me...
Means she does have a feeling to you....
When I heard this... I'm really feel joy...
I'm feel that my souls are revived...
I'll really hope she does accept me....
She gives me a force that I must be a guardian to protect my love at all costs...
No matter what... I'll have the force to protect her...
I wish...
