The Bravery

Just be who you want to truly be
There's not a thing that can't be done if you believe
If you'll only try, the sky's the limit
Don't listen to those who say,
"There's nothing someone like you can do
You're worthless through and through"

Let them talk, you're far from useless and weak, I know
You're the one who climbed to unreachable heights
Held onto your dreams so tight
And no matter what happened, you never let go

So, let your battle cry ring out through the sky
As long as you're alive
Though you might shed a few tears, 
Stand up, face your fears
And keep on going strong

Leave your worries behind, I'll be by your side
And somehow we'll get by
Come on now, let's run free,
There's so much world out there for us to see

Once again, I'm awaken in mist of road again...
I've know what should I do now...
Works, studies..... Doesn't matter...
I had say before that I want to change....
Yep...
I've been trying hard to change...
Becoz... I'll don't think you'll accept the current me...
Too passive :X
Or whatever...
I don't care either you accept or not...
I'm just want to have a new life :)
But... hope you would talk with me...
Someday~ 

A World That Never Was

People have own potential to have one attitude
But each attitude has been classified as Good or Bad
One may get good attitude or bad attitude as well
Which do you prefer?

January of 2013
This month would killed my attitude...
Early of this month was quite okay...
Not much different..
After since many have their works and studies..
While I'm still rotting in the house...
I wonder do they gave me some mentally pressure?
At middle of this month, I saw peoples' attitude changed...
Even mine as well
Well, I felt like I'm a selfish guy
The one who don't like to greet people
The one who don't like to tell others
The one who doesn't care about others things
Maybe?
I've experienced this pressure since I was Form 5
And I ever thought it has gone...
But still, it appears again...
What I see people posting, everything goes negative...
My mind just want to scold....
But come to think... It actually not my business...
Why the heck should I scold them?
Therefore, I've ignored these...

After few days of my researches, I found out something...
What I said that people who changed their attitude...
Actually it was me who keep changing my own attitude~
I'm wondering why these days I'll get mad easily...
Everyday someone called me, I'll just simply get angry in mind but say nothing...
I said myself was withstanding this pain...
From another side to think... I'll should scold out...
Does that?
Now I really hate the people around me...
They've just say their good....
Show-offing....
They even didn't think about why a guy who don't work during this holiday session...
Well, who cares?
I'm the one who want to wait driving license to work...
But, to tell the truth...
I'm predicting that even I got my license...
I'll have a hard time too....

I'm jealous...
I'm jealous the people who had their fun....
I'm jealous that the people who can work....
I'm jealous that the people can earn a lot moneys in this holiday...
What if? I do nothing at here.....
Ended up I've earned nothing...
I hate my own personalities...
I'm too quiet...
Maybe I've pick wrong decision...
My plan for this holiday was ruined....
Therefore... mental pressures live in my brain...
Tears are goona fall....
But I'm still not letting it to fall...
I can't....
Although they're really hurt....
I want to scold them...
But...
I can't find any wrong point from them...
I shouldn't say anyone was stupid..
Because I'm the only one who're being a freaking dumb....
Am I wrong?

I'm lost... in a maze that covered mist....
And damaged by traps....
I'm sick of it....
What can I do now? 

The 13th Reflection

What I can do that is worth for these 3 months?
My answers are keep reflecting from starter to end point...
Worth...
Do something really worth to me?...
Can I do something really worth without using "work" as a reason?... 

Stille Nacht

需要的时候，却不在...
不需要的时候，却一直在我身边....
你他妈的弄到我很没有心情...
 

Roses Are Colorful

Rose are red,
Leaves are green, 
Sky is blue, 
But I am black...

Rose are purple,Light is white,
What makes you feel of me? 
Shall Darkness covers your entire mind?
Or, stucked in between Darkness and Light? 
Life will change. 
Fate will change.
Everything will be change.
Trying to motivate my dream.
Instead of you :) 

Oh, my lord.
How should I do? 

第６夜．．

又是有关一些事而搞到我的灵感回来了．．．．
２０１３年．．．
果然不习惯．．．。
第一次向那么多朋友说＂３个月再见＂　
没有上课的感觉．．．
真的很不习惯．．
没有去兵营的．．．
就去上学．．不是上学的．．就去做工．．．
而我呢？只在家懂得吃喝玩乐．．
有时也会想．．为什么我住那么远？
想做的工．．都会有交通问题．．
好怀念以前的日子．．

最近心情很不稳．．
一时就爽，一时不爽．．．
前几天看见了某人的博客．．
它的内容．．
感觉上好像是在说着我．．．
但是我问他的时候．．
他却说可能误会了．．．
其实．．一个人猜测的话．．．
那个果然是在说着我和ＸＸ．．
不过我对那一个ｐｏｓｔ没什么感觉．．
不会生气．．
也不会介意．．．
有一点我很不明白．．．
我和ＸＸ的事．．
需要插手吗？
为什么．．
就因为你们认为我跟ＸＸ的感情不是很好就要来帮我？
我其实真的很不喜欢你们这样做．．
你们不是帮我．．
反而把我当成个废材．．
两个人的事情．．
就是要给那两个当事人解决．．
你们何必来插手呢？
我今天不是想骂你们．．
我只是想．．
无论我多想要一个东西．．
我都会靠我自己的能力得到她／它．．
就算是失败．．
我也不会后悔．．
帮了我，
就好像在考试上作弊．．
何必呢？
我虽然没什么介意．．
不过我的心依然还是很想揍人．．．
我不能说他是自作聪明．．
我也不知道为什么当初我会同意他的说法．．

烦啊～
这些事就是最烦的．．．
期待的东西既然得不到．．
有点沮丧．．
有时候真希望我失忆了．．
没有烦恼．．
只过着开心的生活．．
比起现在好很多．．．



爱与喜欢
喜欢跟爱．．．不是一样的字．．但意思很相似～
什么是爱？如果真的爱一个人的话．．我只会希望她能活得健康点．．我的期望不大．．能照顾你．．是我的荣欣．．虽然现在我只能劝你．．这也代表我对你的爱吧？对吧？　
喜欢．．喜欢一个人．．我只会做的事是欣赏她．．崇拜她．．想跟她拥有同一个梦．．

我相信我的心里不是喜欢的意思．．现在感觉不出你有哪点是可以崇拜的～～～你只会告诉我你的开心／不开心事～有时．．我都能猜到你下一句会告诉我什么．．

I don't care anything as long as you never cheat my feeling :)
Everybody has their own feeling..
Without feeling..
You're not even a human...
You're a freak...

Good Day?

Is it the time now?