Challenge is good
Every time when I saw there's challenge happening around me,
I felt lively..
But at the same time...
I don't like to win someone...
Reason (1): It's pointless when someone's not having fun with me...
Reason (2): I win people, but I didn't win myself...
Reason (3): I'll find out it's actually quite annoying...
So actually when I saw someone cheer up and trying to show off their "things" to us,
I'll just look at them and mind said "Don't get too cocky... You won, but you didn't win everything."
Able to have fun with others is one of my interest...
Able to enjoy the moment of win or lose is one my desire...
Able to truly find an real enemy is one I seek...
How long? When? Or someday..?
Will a guy stands up and pick a challenge with me..
From that scene, I'll only wish for one thing..
I hope he's stronger than me...
Well, recently I had a look on my old memo...
And review some of my old memories during primary...
Ok... I guess I do remember something that a doctor had told me since I was primary 6..
That time I was overgrown( or maybe is over-fat), he do recommended me slim down by introducing some slimming company or services for me..
During that time, I was still a kid so I don't really care about my own body size...
As people say, do yourself
Right until now, I think back that actually.... I'm quite dumb to realize that...
Why I don't let myself a chance to slim down?
It's been like 19 years.... 19 years of fats were hiding inside my body...
Don't you ever want to be a thin guy?
Yes, I do
I have that kind of wishes..
But I have a mind weakness..
Which is, I do things.. but in a half way... I quit..
Reason (1): I have no idea...
But after sooooooo many years until last month,
Maybe is because my friend just got a girlfriend
Or even maybe not?
Or it's because of the anime I've chase and they attracted me...
Somehow...
Some kind of motivation pushing to slim down..
And now I tried to exercise everyday by just focusing on running...
True, I don't like run but I do enjoy the moment..
And there's some result about my one month exercises...
Guess I've slimmed down a bit due to my pants is starting loosen...
Oh my... the heck? Seriously?
I slimmed????
OMFG...
And so, this is an opportunity to slash down my weakness...
I'm on my way to slim down my body, and I must do it...
I wanna feel what is the feeling of being a thin guy..
I wanna feel what's the meaning of life...
I wanna feel what is the meaning of being hardwork...
And so.... I did...
Okay... Still, I have some problem like I can't really handle both anime desire and real world desire...
For now, I think that I'm lack of communication skills...
I lack of outer knowledge...
Maybe I need someone who can encourage me to join the "Outer"?
*Someday, I'll return the spears you had once pierce through my fragile heart. Someday, I will.
Let the game begins.
"Challenge Accepted!"
Every time when I saw there's challenge happening around me,
I felt lively..
But at the same time...
I don't like to win someone...
Reason (1): It's pointless when someone's not having fun with me...
Reason (2): I win people, but I didn't win myself...
Reason (3): I'll find out it's actually quite annoying...
So actually when I saw someone cheer up and trying to show off their "things" to us,
I'll just look at them and mind said "Don't get too cocky... You won, but you didn't win everything."
Able to have fun with others is one of my interest...
Able to enjoy the moment of win or lose is one my desire...
Able to truly find an real enemy is one I seek...
How long? When? Or someday..?
Will a guy stands up and pick a challenge with me..
From that scene, I'll only wish for one thing..
I hope he's stronger than me...
Well, recently I had a look on my old memo...
And review some of my old memories during primary...
Ok... I guess I do remember something that a doctor had told me since I was primary 6..
That time I was overgrown( or maybe is over-fat), he do recommended me slim down by introducing some slimming company or services for me..
During that time, I was still a kid so I don't really care about my own body size...
As people say, do yourself
Right until now, I think back that actually.... I'm quite dumb to realize that...
Why I don't let myself a chance to slim down?
It's been like 19 years.... 19 years of fats were hiding inside my body...
Don't you ever want to be a thin guy?
Yes, I do
I have that kind of wishes..
But I have a mind weakness..
Which is, I do things.. but in a half way... I quit..
Reason (1): I have no idea...
But after sooooooo many years until last month,
Maybe is because my friend just got a girlfriend
Or even maybe not?
Or it's because of the anime I've chase and they attracted me...
Somehow...
Some kind of motivation pushing to slim down..
And now I tried to exercise everyday by just focusing on running...
True, I don't like run but I do enjoy the moment..
And there's some result about my one month exercises...
Guess I've slimmed down a bit due to my pants is starting loosen...
Oh my... the heck? Seriously?
I slimmed????
OMFG...
And so, this is an opportunity to slash down my weakness...
I'm on my way to slim down my body, and I must do it...
I wanna feel what is the feeling of being a thin guy..
I wanna feel what's the meaning of life...
I wanna feel what is the meaning of being hardwork...
And so.... I did...
Okay... Still, I have some problem like I can't really handle both anime desire and real world desire...
For now, I think that I'm lack of communication skills...
I lack of outer knowledge...
Maybe I need someone who can encourage me to join the "Outer"?
*Someday, I'll return the spears you had once pierce through my fragile heart. Someday, I will.
Let the game begins.
"Challenge Accepted!"
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