Sunday, December 30, 2012

Dark Impetus

It's a nice background music(BGM) from one of my best favourite games!
Dark Impetus by Yoko Shimomura
This music is mainly created by Piano and Violin as well
What do I love about this BGM is because of the epicness while the violin draws out the melodies.
Epicness ---> 1:16
You can imagine how a violist can play these steps...
They change a tune in about 0.5 seconds once.
In this world, there's not much people who are talented of spamming tunes
Well, games' BGMs do interesting.

PS: This is shared for fun.

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Heaven or Hell

I hate to being this but..
Without playing this card...
I will forever lost in this maze..
It's gamble time.
Gate of Destiny! 

Sunday, December 23, 2012

What my eyes see, what my heart feels

21/12/2012...
Doomsday? Nah :)
It's Winter Solstice Day!
I've been waiting for eat my "tang yuan"
But ended up I didn't ._. .....
That day, just doing nothing....
On going my normal activities...
Listening musics..
Chatting...
And gaming as well....
Well....that night was a quite miracle night for me...
I wonder....
What did I do?
It's my first time have to think for a long time and ignored my game in the same time....
I've been thinking...
What should I do?
Why she's suddenly telling me these?...
I'm really shocked...
This is my first time...
To think hardly that I'm serious with this feeling or not...
Well, I'm still chickened because of this...
But still, I tell her... for a chance again...
I've considering to type this sentence out or not...
I've been thinking about 2 minutes about that...
I'm succeed to type out bravely...
She asked me a question...
That's a deadly question..
I wonder...
How should I answer her question...
Thanks to her, she gave me some time to consider about...

22/12/2012...
Comic Fiesta day...
Not much special..
It's just like AFA that we went at June...
I bought my Kanade's keychain and Mirai Touch and Go!
That's satisfied myself for this afternoon..
Yet, I've plan an event after our CF ends...
I thought this event will going well...
But someone spoil my mood :)
I hate complicated communications...
I hate someone never do their job well....
I hate them for acting me as their salve...
I hate them while they blame me...
Is this my fault?
I've tell someone to inform you..
But that guy never appears...
I'm also angry too, my friend...
I've trying my best to inform you all...
But ended up you guys never pick up...
I've trying to shoot someone down hardly because he pissed me off...
I hate irresponsible people
It's just sucks.
My points are wrong...
You guys always correct :)
I use my point of view wrongly?
Do I need to change a deadly view?
I got heart.
My physical view never shows my mental view
I can tell you that.
It's always opposite..
So.
No more next time.
If there's still exists...
I'm shooting you guys down.

23/12/2012... 12:36AM
I've learn a lesson...
In this world...

There's always to be not fair
But yet, there's sometime for us to be fair.
"You can be good to someone, but don't wish for someone to be good with you"
Now, I understand the new lesson...
I'll should keep this in mind...
Learn to be patient....
Learn to tolerate...
Now....
I'm still thinking the question...
Comic Fiesta day 2 is coming...
There're many events for me right now...
Should try to manage some time to answer this...
"Watashi wa anata no tame ni ochite kita"

No matter what... I'll answer it by using my pure heart.
Day will change.
People's mind will change.
When day changes, mind will changes as well.
But..
A person's loyalty, never changes
Even everything has changed...
It's time. 

Monday, December 17, 2012

有没有结局...?

这几天最近都在想着一件事....
我在这几天做了什么?
好像没什么做到...
除了忙Undang以外...
我看什么都没有吧...
前天...也就是星期六...
本来那天我是有考试的..
最后我打给那个Uncle时....
既然没跟我说今天没有的考..
当时的我,突然很火...
很想快点解决掉这个事情...
所以老爸载我去考场..
去到了考场...
没想到有那么多人啊...
多人到自己都开始有恐惧不敢进入考场里...
我看到Wei Yau,
然后就坐在他隔壁,
一直问他问题...
现在回想起来,
感觉上自己好像为了一件事情而太冲动了...
那个时候心情的却不是很好...
没什么想做其他的事情...

过了一阵子,Neo就来载我们去Midvalley....
其实....我去Midvallley干什么?
人家在Educational Fair,
我就在那边绕圈圈...
到了Midvalley时候...
Xiao Hui突然间call过来....
我还以为是什么事...
原来是问我们到了Midvalley没有....
不过,在我的心中~
她没那么简单就这样call给我吧...
可能是有关Q的事情...
也有可能我想太多了....
不过还是算啦...
来了就算了...
其实...
我真的不明白....
为什么我每次看到Q的时候....
都会有一种想离她远点的感觉...
可能又是老样子吧...
没信心...
有时候我真的是很想感谢Xiao Hui....
她时常帮我弄机会出来...
不过我每次地把机会当成误会...
其实坐在Q的隔壁也没怎样....
不过还是每说话过... =_="....
啊!!
很不明白自己的性格啊!!
机会再次给自己破坏了...
不过...还好我对她的害怕也开始地消失了...
这也算是个半好消息吧...

在Midvalley也没做什么...
走走下就回去了...
最有心情的因该是在Vg家吧~
大家都玩到很不错...
直到彦彬得到jackpot的时候...
我看了他的心情..
也突然间想起自己的事...
我所说的"我跟她亲密了很多勒!!"
一开始真的是很高兴...
但是想想下...感觉上是自己在做梦吧...
我们一点都不亲密...
只是fb好谈了很多.....
彦彬的一句..."我连与要现在,都想要好或坏的结局"
我那时就真的是在开始思考了...
难道...我也使想要这样?
拿Q跟P的对比...
P算是一个红人吧?
而Q...不够P出名...
我就很白痴的说...
可能彦彬在发梦...
P实在是太多人追了...
他有机会吗?
现在我想回这一句...
真的是很严重的后悔...
我因该静下来的...

咳~有时候真的是想单独说话...
但都是找不到的...
就算找到...
也是我一直在说罢了...
>_<"....
真的很不明白为什么最近的脾气很难控制了...
虽然能忍在外表..
但内在却充满了愤怒....
很想骂出口...
最后还是控制不说出来...
原来我自己也是很多问题的...
只是从不告诉人家...
自己的事,自己解决...
也有可能我还没找到一个能一起分享自己的问题...
算了吧...
希望...
我们的"情"能够进步吧!!

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Brave

It's 11 December 2012, there's 10 days more to reveal the hidden unknowns that lied under this world :D
Will it harms all of us?
I don't know :)
It might be a restart like how a computer restarts itself.
Prom Night has just ended at 7 Dec...
That day, I'm happy. Also, I'm revealed a lot of things that I always want to know.
I see her :D
What am I actually thinking for the prom night is.
"Does she remembers?" or "How does she looks like today"..
So anxious and desperate to know how's her look that day.
Finally, I reached the Community Hall and quickly rush in just for trying to see her once.
The first moment I see her.
My mind got shocked
And here's my first sentence to her "You did have a beauty view :)"
She's really beautiful. Although she's only wearing a black dress but every views from a boy who like the girl~ Anyhow she wears, she'll be the most beautiful.
I wanted to ask her privately about inviting a dance.
Too bad, I have a death attitude.
Everytime I saw her, just hoping she won't see me back~
Consider as a peep =D
I like to see her pure face.
But when she's turn her face into me myself here.
Automaticly I'll feel nervous...
And turn my face to avoid let her know that I'm see-ing her.

I always hope that, she'll know my feeling.
But my death attitude always absorb my confident till I don't have the guts to tell her...
On the prom night, I did ignore her.
But mentally, I'm keep thinking about her....
I'm thinking that "Should I invite her to dance?"
But that time I was controlling songs, I don't want to lose my focus because the Ex- song controller is freaking sucks....
I'm did my best to search songs and find timing to make it become Perfect.
At last, I did a great job.... But I lost a chance to dance with her...
What I felt that, I got a lot of chances.... But I'll always think a way to lose it....
Sounds stupid huh? Really... kinda...
When I saw Chia Ang bring her to the front and with Yimin....
I'll just watch her 1 second and focus my songs...
Actually, that time... I was jealous-ing....
Very jealous....
But I'm nervous until I don't know what to do...
Ended up... I didn't do anything....
I'm grateful that my buddies remind me to invite her...
But I'm always scare....
Without a reason...
Am I...
Can't solve the old question?
I'm really worry..
What if.... She rejected my feeling...
That means, I'll lost a friend....
I'm worrying....
I'm scare I pick the gamble way....
To get one who you love...
I want to thank someone...
Who did the confession paper for me that day...
She really got think about that paper was written by me....
When I heard the "C"... It's 100% me~
She's quite shocked that I'll say those to her...
But that's my first sentence when I saw her....
It seems she's really don't know that I got a feeling with her....

Till the day, I explained everything to her....
That moment, I'm just trying to tell her the truth...
She's still think that I'm joking with her....
I'm depressed awhile...
After a few hours, she tells her truth feeling to me as well...
It seems, she's understand my weak spot....
But.. after my explains, I feel like... our relations improve a lot...
I wonder.... she's thinking what....
I really tot after I told her everything...
She'll escape the facts....
But it's a reverse....
She's getting more friendly to me...
I wonder....
That day... I forgot to ask her...
"Do I have any chances in the future?".....
In someone's mind...
If a girl still talking a lot with me...
Means she does have a feeling to you....
When I heard this... I'm really feel joy...
I'm feel that my souls are revived...
I'll really hope she does accept me....
She gives me a force that I must be a guardian to protect my love at all costs...
No matter what... I'll have the force to protect her...
I wish...

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

SPM is going to end!

Wow, I can't believe it...
SPM is going to end already?
It's like lightning speed...
Incredible speed and I'm just like blink my eyes only!

Oh well, never mind. It's going to end..
I'm still feel that my concentration are not enough...
It's not like that day before I'm having PMR...
I don't loss that force to make myself berserk...

Is it 2012 causing me like that?
Don't know...
I'm just hope my results will be better than last few times a lot..
There are some subjects that I've paid 100% focus to get A+
Additional Mathematics is the one...
When the first day I step in 5 Topaz, I saw Encik Wong.
And my mind would just say "Shyt, my Add Maths is going to die"
A step before I went to 4 Cempaka, same goes to Mr Wong who being our Add Maths teacher.
At first, I don't like his teaching because I can't even understand what is he writting.
Therefore, my Add Maths never get grade B.
The reason why I'm want my Add Maths get grade A+ so badly is,
1. I promised to Pn Lee that I'll get it for sure at the FIRST Form 4 test, but I fail all the time.
2. I'm very get interested in Mathematical questions.
3. To show someone that  I'll win her for sure.
4. For proving that, students not necessary need teacher's help( That's not a main point as well)
5. I'm depressed when I see my results from the Trial SPM exam.

Dear Additional Mathematics,
 
  At first, I'm really hate you very much. You confused me all the time and spoil my mood for study. But end up I'm feel that you're actually quite easy to understand. I'm buy a reference book on purpose although that time I have attend tuition class. At the Feb 2012, I had quit my tuition class because that teacher was an awful one.
  Being a master of Add Maths is not an easy job.  I spent eight months for discover all of your formulas. Yes, I feel like I'm did it. I have confident that I can get a grade A+ back to prove that my efforts never waste. I'll appreciate and I'll teach the weaklings about these if they need my help.
Engineering Drawing
I'm interested at this at first, but I never get As in the past too
Yet, I'm also paid 100% focus on this subject
Due to the absent of the class, I'm forced to self-study. 
I was wondering people who might say that, : "Why this guy absent but he still can draw the question?" 
Hmph, I tend to not ask anyone because I'm lack of communication in this world. 
I don't like to talk, and I'm repel girls as well.
In an Internet world, I'm a different person. 
Well actually, I have two emotions.
The emotionless one and the kind one. 
I'm actually a person who really hope to talk with opposite gender character well
But I'm very repel and a passive guy.
I tried to be active, always.
But due to lack of confidence, I quit this mind.
That's why I'm keep try to study everything by myself. 

Well, my slogan for SPM "No matter how hard are you, I'm still can try to answer it"
I'm might not getting a nice result but at least I have show my efforts.
I won't regret it.


Oh yeah. It sounds like something is around the corner. I hope the people that I depend would remember that. I wish someone to remember it as well. It's really getting closer and closer now....
 

Sunday, November 18, 2012

过去不能修改但是可以以防...

经过了一些不开心的生活之后,终算都了解了自己想要什么东西...
我的未还还是一张白纸...颜色是自己加上去的..
虽然现在我的这张纸有点黑色了...但是,经过了一些经验...我发现到...原来我只是一时透不过气突然把自己的愤怒排泄在这张白纸上...
我看到的是几个黑点...
那代表什么?
每个人都有不一样的想法..
想法来自自己对于一件事情的一意见说表达出来...


我能说,现在的我~完全不知道为什么当天我会那么生气...
有时我也觉得自己很小气..
可能是因为很好奇像试看吧..
得不到自己想要的东西反而被人家拿走了...
心里...一定是有中愤怒像干掉那些人...
这些都是自己带出来的问题...
我不知为何我会把这些'问题'推在朋友上...
可能,以前我看太多朋友的脸色...
每次来到学校,都会发生心里不爽的事..


最近就是因为这件事搞到我有一个很大的压力出现~
我,是一个很爱和一个人谈心事~
为什么人家认为我不喜欢说话?
因为大众说这些心事时很不适合的...
所以多数上我都是说太多话~
这也算是为什么每次人家跟我说心事我的样子是完全没有改变的...
人家说我的想法很成熟~
我不知~
加上,我对自己感到很不满意..
因为我没办法和外面人勾通~
不算不能,算我是个被动的男生吧..
我都很希望我能成为一个主动的男生~
不然下次交女友有困 XD

不过我每次都是没有信心..
最后,我连一句也没说出口....
如今,我都很想跟'ta们'说说话...
但是,很自然的..我看到一些我有印象的'ta们'
很主动地,一个字都不想说出口~
不知为什么...但我认为这就是我的最终问题..
有一个"ta",就因为我在FB上突然跟"ta"说了很多话..
"ta"的朋友就一直缠着我不放...
'ta'的朋友就认为我对'ta'有意思....
因为当时我拿着交朋友的心去学校~
所以我就趁这个机会去交朋友...
一个东西,有好处也有副作用...
就因为我当时的想法,搞到他们认为我真的对'ta'很有意思//
好的..由于当时我怕会失去交朋友的机会..
所以我就继续玩这个游戏...
结果?我既然被玩惨...

果然的...
一个人得到了经验,就想法开始不一样...
我现在后悔我当是跟'ta'的朋友说我对'ta'很有意思...
不过,我承认我对‘ta'的却有点意思...
只是我完全还没准备好接受这个事实....
我不知道怎样玩下去...
可能'ta'或'ta’的朋友知道了这件事...
会杀了我...~
不过还是一句...
为了保护自己的未来..
我必须说出真相....
我很高兴因为我终于都能想开这一点了....
有机会的话...
我提早准备这件事的好与坏..
现在的我是个"Passive"
我要变的是"Active"
有了"Active"这张卡...
就会比"Passive"过的更加好...
倒是,就证明了我已经准备好了...

虽然我写在这里也没算什么...
看到或看不到我不在乎...
我只能说...
"很抱歉,如今我都还没准备好~
辜负了你的好意~若你肯给我机会与适合时间...我会很珍惜地去面对!"

Thursday, November 15, 2012

人生有悲剧吗??

惨啊惨啊~现在是凌晨1:41,星期四...
本人在做什么??写博客...
考试还剩下6科...
如今我所预测我的前四科的成绩会是
国语- A-
英文- A
历史- B
数学-A+
哈哈感觉上好像很不错勒!!

现在有一个星期的放假让给我们考生能够补充自己的温习~
不过我做了什么??没什么!XD
天天在家跟朋友们玩Maple....
真是服了自己
明明把电脑封注了但是一给我解封后
就不停得玩~
每天玩到三更半夜...
果然,在这21天里面没玩电脑的家伙真的认为他考完试了...
虽然,这几天我果然在玩~不过老子我可开始复习了!~
本人很希望这次的所有考试能够好好地作答...
老子希望自己能够得到好的成绩来拿奖学金! :D

这个星期果然是过了蛮多事情~
先是自己开始变得超懒了
家庭方面也出现了一些烦死人的问题...
朋友方面也有发生一些事情...

有时真不了解自己...
我既然能够在一位小姐的面前什么都装没事...
其实啊~不瞒你,在这个星期里面我过得很不爽...
想哭但没泪给我哭...=_="
在这个世界里,我们所交道的朋友~有多少个才是真正的朋友?
朋友又是什么?交来做什么?为什么要交?
小时候的我常跟自己说,:‘别叫朋友...他们只懂得怎样玩你~因为你太胖了~时常让人家嘲笑"
现在的我说,:'我有真正的朋友,也有假的朋友’
到底?一个人是怎样把另一个人当成是朋友??
跟他说几句话就算是了??
有这样的事吗?
有,当然有 =D

就因为这样,我开始不喜欢与朋友们说话...
以前我常被人家说我是好人...
确实的我承认我是好人...
但就因为我确认自己是个兰好人..
朋友们就开始把他们的东西交给我..
有时,当我心情不好时..
我很讨厌跟任何人说话...
有些好朋友常说些心里话来分享....
但是有些把握的话当成是废话...
对,地确的~有些人对其他人的秘密来说是废话
但是如果那个是自己的秘密就不一样了=D
这个世界的人就是这样~
每个人都有每个人的性格...

就因为这个所谓的性格
我既然把一些朋友当成兄弟来照顾....
但是,这只是自己的想法...
他们把我当成什么??
他们需要帮忙时我就会在场
当时他们呢?
有一个吗?
很抱歉,一个都没有..
他们只把我当成是一个'好人'...

为什么他们要这样对我?
公平吗??
为什么他们的想法是对抗我的?
为什么?
为什么你们做的事情要我来扛?
为什么?
这些事情我已经受了整几个月....
现在搞到我自己都不了解我自己想要什么....
我只知道我越来越不喜欢跟其他人沟通了...
我放弃了这些...
我也是人啊!
难道我也不会伤心吗?
难道不会像你们一样会欢喜与痛哭吗?
我只希望我能够有一个真正的朋友...
能了解我的朋友...
能够帮助我的好朋友...
我虽然喜欢独立...
但我也会有自己的痛苦....
很多事情我已经累计了很久..
但我终是没说出来..
因为我觉得说了出来也是没用的...
谁能帮到我?

我已经受不了了..
我不想看人家的脸色...
我现在只能做的事情就是...
我要在你们面前当什么是都没发生....
我为什么酱多事帮你们?
我很想报复...
我真的很想....

我想让你们知道我的存在...
我想要你们能知道我的想法....
你们却这样对我...
真失望...
下次...
不...再也没有下次...

Friday, September 21, 2012

Don't You Ever Call My Full Name Again!

I love my name.... Indeed~ But I don't like my friends who called me via my full name...
It sounds ridiculous...

I don't like it because it will cut my relationship between you,
If is for teachers, stranger, those still okay.
I'm not really mind about that.
But if is friends side.
You better not calling it.
For sure.
I love my friends.
I care them as my luxury.

I save my emotion...
I never my madness in front of you.
When you're hurt me..
I keep it as nothing....
Now, you blame me like shit...
That's mean you're goona piss me like shit..
I'm sorry. If you want to break this relation
That will be me to break it, not you!

I don't like to talk doesn't mean I'm a silencer always.
I'm prefer typing than using my mouth to talk.
So, I don't mind of you're calling what.
As long as it didn't over stimulated me.
That's all what I want.
I just want respect...
I respect you so much but you think me as a dog.
Good job :)
Now see who's the dog. 

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Anime is not a cartoon!!

If you're really think that anime is a cartoon...
Then get lost and stop insulting about animes
You're just freakin jealous because of the perfectness in an anime
Because of that you're goona insult we people who like anime?

Get a life please! :)
What can you learn in a cartoon?
Compared to Anime
Anime learn a lot different things in reality~
Can you learn in a cartoon?
If no, then fuck off!!
I hate people who're just hate anime and consulting them...
I like both dramas and anime...
I don't care it is 2D or 3D
Even If I hate... I'll never insult them...
Because it's an art from each country....

Learn smart and be wise before you're trying to say anything....
I'm not trying to scold you or what...
I'm just hoping you to get it~
Change it....
I've never called you to feel about anime...
Respect anime...
Respect we people...
Respect everything~ 

Wednesday, September 5, 2012

Days of Exam

Today 5 Sept.
Everything goes normal...
Exam week for Form 5 students..
Stressful...
Today, we took Add Maths exam...
Through a few weeks of friendship with Add Maths...
I was actually hopefully can get scored nicely...
Paper 1.... Not bad..
Paper 2.... Die hard -.-"

For the paper 1 section... During exam-ing... I was stomachache-ing... FML.... I hate this kind of feeling when I'm having my wanted exam...
I been keep trying to control myself for not going to the toilet...
This is sucks ==".... Very sucks....
For the paper 2 section.... Here comes the headache -,-"....
Why larh....? So sucks always got some "intruders" during the exam week...
Makes me don't have to mood at all to complete my papers...
This is really fuck off...

I've been trying to understand you....
Value you....
Protect you...
But you stabbed....
Hardly....
And now I'm in rage....
I wanna revenge....
I'll kill you next time....
I swear...
Next round...
I'll vanish and devour you.... 

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Shutting Down

Three days for shutting down myself...
Think about the future...
And have a break...

Gimme some time to think about it -.-"...
I maybe should start using my way to talk with you...

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Abide the rules

Once you started the game...
No one can stop you...
But once disasters have come...
Then you'll be the one who in trouble...




This is just for reminding you
Whether you should go on?
Or stop?
Your chance is in front of you...
Think wisely before you made  your destination..

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

A Chance Has Risen?

After a week of chatting with you...
I found something...
That is actually you're very cute xD
Maybe is compared with last few years...
From my view, you had change a lot....
That year you looks so cool...
Like those people who don't want to friend with anyone....
But now... you're totally a different one!!
And that might be a reason...
I can attracted by eu =)

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Few days ago... 
Your friend had just talked about you :)
And her "boyfriend" or I should say... "friend" joined us....
I'm nervous when they're talking about you...
I'm actually not really in the mood to talk about it...
Because I was worrying about the last time scene....
I'm freaking scare about the History review...
Seriously.... although we're still friends...
But we didn't close at all...
Like... We can smile when we see each other...
But no topic to talk at all...
That's what I scare about it.....
But you.... 
Was a different person...
Had another personal....

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My berserk mode... (Study).. 
The time before you step in my world...
I need something sweets to stimulate my mind to berserk...
But now?.... When I just talked to you at Facebook...
Berserk automatic come into my mind....
But still.... I wanna talk with you...
So I didn't really focusing....
I'm hoping that... One day....
We can share our studies together...
At somewhere... Where we can be alone....

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Am I gila because of you?
Wakaranai =)
I only know that...
I hate my emotional...
Because if I was addicted something...
I'll always think a way to get it....
And now, I want to talk to you again....
Haizz, control your mind , CS... CONTROL.... 
I hate you.... Because you made me so berserk....
Too sudden.... 
To have a power that contains large supplies...
A luxury...
That I want to protect...
No matter what...
I don't care your bad or good...
Because....
You're my princess...
As a prince...
I must protect you forever.....
Never lied to you....
You're my luxury...
You're my power...
Meeting you is my fate...
I shall VALUE...

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Thank You...
You regain my power..
To continue my journey...
I wish...
You can join up...
If there's a chance =)
I'll be waiting...

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Another Scenario

Day after a day....
SPM trial is coming very soon....
But what am I doing?
Focusing Add Maths but Facebook addicted me...
Seriously... Gg...

Recently... There's a song kinda suit for my recent moods....
I know that... Sometimes, I can't control my own mood....
But luckily I didn't do anything...
Thank God for blessing me this chance....
"Yume Sekai" or World of Dream...

A world with full of dream....
Sounds nice :)...
Kinda nostalgic too... 

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After since an event called Famine 30...
My personal changed a lot....
Feeling like to get more friends in this world....
Also, cure my weakness... 
"Girls"...
For some people, they don't believe I scare of girls when I was small....
But that's a true story.... 
Basicly, physical doesn't mean anything...
~If you know what I mean~ =)

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They say... I always look at you...
Is that true?
Even myself have no idea....
The only thing I know is...
A feeling... it's extraordinary....
Am I?.... Or history review?
Or this is my chance to prove back?...
Am I think you as a friend or.. crush?
Your emotions.... 
I can't see through...
But it seems...
You didn't reject their words...
Am I wrong?
Hardly imagine....
I want to find out...
But how?...
The "Fear" is not completely dissolved....
What to do?...
What to I do?.....
What to I can do?.....
I really can't figure out...

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You're such an idiot....
I had a feeling that I want you....
But you're letting me a chance to get closer?...
Or...We have a same feeling?
I want to know the answer....

Form 5's Life... It's mysterious :D

Wednesday, July 18, 2012

It's been 10years....

After so much of days/nights/bright/rains.....
And now... It's already 10 years...
Even thought I had forgot your face...
But I still can remember what did you say to me...
I understand... and I promised...
Now... This contact has ended....
I'll still remember your name =D
No worries!!

Oh yeah... I got a new name...
If we have chance to meet again...
Call me ChowSee then...
Now I going to have my own life....

Now it's my turn to make a contact with you...
"Don't forget me.... Although... You had left...."
I'll be waiting... For you appear..