Days of Exam

Today 5 Sept.
Everything goes normal...
Exam week for Form 5 students..
Stressful...
Today, we took Add Maths exam...
Through a few weeks of friendship with Add Maths...
I was actually hopefully can get scored nicely...
Paper 1.... Not bad..
Paper 2.... Die hard -.-"

For the paper 1 section... During exam-ing... I was stomachache-ing... FML.... I hate this kind of feeling when I'm having my wanted exam...
I been keep trying to control myself for not going to the toilet...
This is sucks ==".... Very sucks....
For the paper 2 section.... Here comes the headache -,-"....
Why larh....? So sucks always got some "intruders" during the exam week...
Makes me don't have to mood at all to complete my papers...
This is really fuck off...

I've been trying to understand you....
Value you....
Protect you...
But you stabbed....
Hardly....
And now I'm in rage....
I wanna revenge....
I'll kill you next time....
I swear...
Next round...
I'll vanish and devour you.... 

Shutting Down

Three days for shutting down myself...

Think about the future...
And have a break...

Gimme some time to think about it -.-"...
I maybe should start using my way to talk with you...

Abide the rules

Once you started the game...
No one can stop you...
But once disasters have come...
Then you'll be the one who in trouble...




This is just for reminding you
Whether you should go on?
Or stop?
Your chance is in front of you...
Think wisely before you made  your destination..

A Chance Has Risen?

After a week of chatting with you...
I found something...
That is actually you're very cute xD
Maybe is compared with last few years...
From my view, you had change a lot....
That year you looks so cool...
Like those people who don't want to friend with anyone....
But now... you're totally a different one!!
And that might be a reason...
I can attracted by eu =)

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Few days ago... 
Your friend had just talked about you :)
And her "boyfriend" or I should say... "friend" joined us....
I'm nervous when they're talking about you...
I'm actually not really in the mood to talk about it...
Because I was worrying about the last time scene....
I'm freaking scare about the History review...
Seriously.... although we're still friends...
But we didn't close at all...
Like... We can smile when we see each other...
But no topic to talk at all...
That's what I scare about it.....
But you.... 
Was a different person...
Had another personal....

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My berserk mode... (Study).. 
The time before you step in my world...
I need something sweets to stimulate my mind to berserk...
But now?.... When I just talked to you at Facebook...
Berserk automatic come into my mind....
But still.... I wanna talk with you...
So I didn't really focusing....
I'm hoping that... One day....
We can share our studies together...
At somewhere... Where we can be alone....

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Am I gila because of you?
Wakaranai =)
I only know that...
I hate my emotional...
Because if I was addicted something...
I'll always think a way to get it....
And now, I want to talk to you again....
Haizz, control your mind , CS... CONTROL.... 
I hate you.... Because you made me so berserk....
Too sudden.... 
To have a power that contains large supplies...
A luxury...
That I want to protect...
No matter what...
I don't care your bad or good...
Because....
You're my princess...
As a prince...
I must protect you forever.....
Never lied to you....
You're my luxury...
You're my power...
Meeting you is my fate...
I shall VALUE...

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Thank You...
You regain my power..
To continue my journey...
I wish...
You can join up...
If there's a chance =)
I'll be waiting...

Another Scenario

Day after a day....
SPM trial is coming very soon....
But what am I doing?
Focusing Add Maths but Facebook addicted me...
Seriously... Gg...

Recently... There's a song kinda suit for my recent moods....
I know that... Sometimes, I can't control my own mood....
But luckily I didn't do anything...
Thank God for blessing me this chance....
"Yume Sekai" or World of Dream...

A world with full of dream....
Sounds nice :)...
Kinda nostalgic too... 

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After since an event called Famine 30...
My personal changed a lot....
Feeling like to get more friends in this world....
Also, cure my weakness... 
"Girls"...
For some people, they don't believe I scare of girls when I was small....
But that's a true story.... 
Basicly, physical doesn't mean anything...
~If you know what I mean~ =)

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They say... I always look at you...
Is that true?
Even myself have no idea....
The only thing I know is...
A feeling... it's extraordinary....
Am I?.... Or history review?
Or this is my chance to prove back?...
Am I think you as a friend or.. crush?
Your emotions.... 
I can't see through...
But it seems...
You didn't reject their words...
Am I wrong?
Hardly imagine....
I want to find out...
But how?...
The "Fear" is not completely dissolved....
What to do?...
What to I do?.....
What to I can do?.....
I really can't figure out...

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You're such an idiot....
I had a feeling that I want you....
But you're letting me a chance to get closer?...
Or...We have a same feeling?
I want to know the answer....

Form 5's Life... It's mysterious :D

It's been 10years....

After so much of days/nights/bright/rains.....
And now... It's already 10 years...
Even thought I had forgot your face...
But I still can remember what did you say to me...
I understand... and I promised...
Now... This contact has ended....
I'll still remember your name =D
No worries!!

Oh yeah... I got a new name...
If we have chance to meet again...
Call me ChowSee then...
Now I going to have my own life....

Now it's my turn to make a contact with you...
"Don't forget me.... Although... You had left...."
I'll be waiting... For you appear.. 

Re-Clashed.......

I think I'm getting more 38 already....
Keep wanted to care other's things but mine things?
Ignored =)

Well, I had my re-clashed today.....
After Chemistry, the additional period....
Mr Y.K so bagus, belanja Vg, Jia Seng and me for da ice-creams...
Then we chatted a lot.......
I think these 3 are the only 3 I can chat deeply....

Am I a cool guy?...
I don't know.... maybe it is....
Maybe it's just like my potential....
"A silence keep more friends away"
Well, that's my style... And I can't control it....

It's like a soul which is located inside the Gate of Darkness...
Loneliness.... Horrors.... Blindness..... Evils.....
I like to be alone.... but not too lonely...

Sometimes... I felt like I'm abandoned...
But who cares?....
Nobody cares......

A heart without blood.....
It's just like self-destructed.....
No more vibrates of Destiny....
No more melody of Heaven....
Only have Darkness of Hell....

I'm a guy who keep tolerate the things that made me increase my selfish-ness....
Why should I do like that?
I don't know.... I even can't control....
That's not the thing I wanted....
The more I tolerated....
The rage is awakened soon.....

Luckily....
A heavenly Melody is my only potion to cure my pain....
With them.....
I'll be a unlimited Nobody....
Who only survive in the mist of Illusion....

May Illusion rebound to create a new Era....
"I'm a bound of my Illusion...
Darkness clashed in my Heart...
Until It become Zilch...
With the power....
So I pray....
Unlimited Illusions....."

I may live with the Illusions rather than this world =)

Mist Of Illusions...
Unlimited Blade Works - Fate/ Stay Night